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ME AND MARYLAND
03:01
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Do you remember me?
All of our memories, memories
Hiding in postcards
Faces, fingers, voices lingering
If I touch them, would you stay?
Would you tell me it's ok?
But as I reach for your hand
It's just me and Maryland
Your walls have leprosy
In every empty street, empty street
Redland boulevard
Sun is shining, I'm still pining
Knock on your door, forgot the keys
Would you let me in, please?
But as I look around
It's still just me and Maryland
Rows and rows under the sun
They are rotting my loved one
I'm your daughter, I'm your son
I am not just anyone
Even if the skies are blue
They're so plastic without you
Every door and windowpane
Wrapped as gifts in cellophane
Do you remember me?
Is this my purgatory?
Suburb crosswalks
Chasing shadows, where's your shadow?
It's been four years and I'm still here
I'm still waiting for you, dear
At your locked door I still stand
In my sunny Maryland
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DOG'S LIFE
03:14
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Day after day
Guarding an empty grave
Sitting by your side
Oh, what a dog's life
Please don't pacify
This empty time of mine
A crazed hound I shall die
Oh, what a dog's life
Don't mind the scars I've earned
Your hauntings really burn
But it's your turn to hide
I love my dog's life
And at your funeral
I'll wear my bridal white
So you remember my
Visceral dog's life
For I'm the light
And my fangs will tear apart
Every memory you left to terrorize me
I'll shred and mangle
Every hand, every smile that
Haunts me, reminding of you
I'll fragment every single heart
Damned enough to promise to stay
Here beside me
I'll keep you proud
And never let the world forget
This dog life I endure for you
Oh, be tame, my blood
May spite remain my god
It's so perverse
All you passed on is a curse
I'm wedded to
This deep and horrid bruise
Malignant be my word
It's my turn to haunt you
Malignant be my word
It's my turn to haunt you
Malignant be my word
It's my turn to haunt you
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3. |
NOT-SELF STRATEGY
03:38
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Wait
Is it too late
To cast a final wish goodbye?
Hear
The clock stop
Another chance for you and I
Tick tick tock
Maybe it's beginner's luck
But we're running out of time, I fear
Blink - and you could disappear
Tick tick tock
I'm so sick of me
Call it not-self strategy
Digging through the mud I'll find you
Even if I'm bleeding, I'm so
Sick of me, sick of me
Call it not-self strategy
Crying over every photo
I can hear you calling, I'm so
Sick of me, sick of me
Call it not-self strategy
Start
Again
My hunt for you will never end
In every face
I see you looking back at me
Drip drip drop
Tears may fall but I won't stop
Nothing else can save my bleeding heart
I have challenged every god
Drip drip drop
I'm so sick of me
Call it not-self strategy
Digging through the mud I'll find you
Even if I'm bleeding, I'm so
Sick of me, sick of me
Call it not-self strategy
Crying over every photo
I can hear you calling, I'm so
Sick of me, sick of me
Call it not-self strategy
Robbing graves cuz' yours stays empty
I can't feel my fingers, I'm so
Sick of me, sick of me
Call it not-self strategy
Blinding rage kept me afloat, but
Now I pray for violence, I'm so
Sick of me, sick of me
Call it not-self strategy
I'm so sick of me
Crying over every photo
I'm so sick of me
Sick of me
Sick of me
Sick of me
Sick of me
Call it not-self strategy
Crying over every photo
I can hear you calling, I'm so
Sick of me, sick of me
Call it not-self strategy
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Here in my heartbreak
I remain
A perennial daughter in waiting
In my heartbreak
I remain
A perennial daughter
Still I find poison in my tears
They will water our family tree
I find poison in my tears
They will water our family tree
And every root shall wilt
I promise, your bloodline ends with me
I still suffer from the pulse of your disease
But I promise, your bloodline ends with me
Ends with me
Ends with me
Ends with me
I promise
Understand
It's me - I'm the piece
To the puzzle, the last piece,
The nerve cell, the funeral bell
And gospel won't save you
My shovel will cut through
You're stuck Be it heaven or hell
Shall every breath
That you've taken
Remind you how you have
Forsaken me
Forsaken me
And this is why
Every root shall wilt
I promise, your bloodline ends with me
I still suffer from the pulse of your disease
But I promise, your bloodline ends with me
Every root shall wilt
Don't worry, this bloodline ends with me
I still suffer from the pulse of your disease
But don't worry, this bloodline ends with me
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5
06:00
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The sky is taunting us
Every passing cloud
Is a cloud that once led me to you
Now they serve you home
And I'm still here
Alone
This blue sky
Perpetually deep
Once granting a wish
Now depriving of any
And the blue still persisted
When there was no more you
And I let it mock me
I let the seasons take my youth
I've bitten the hands that feed me
Turned every connection inside out,
Then begged god for strings attached
Like I was born in lost and found
I wish it made me feel
Like I belong
Somewhere
Anywhere
The world didn't hold on for us, did it?
I've prayed for your name
But only the sky remained the same
The only sky that kept me sane
You know where to find me
I'll always be here,
Surviving under the shade of your cloud nine
Mending traces others left on me I knew
It was your lifeline
Leaving gentle clues and promises
I never ever want to forget you
Do you see how simple grieving life is now to me?
From the tip of my tongue
To my crumbling bones
To my sticks and stones
I'll carry on
And I know on every turn
Behind each closed door
I'm alive, therefore
I'll carry on
Crawling on bruised knees
I seek the wisdom of these lines
On my torn hands
Where yours the same as mine?
But do they matter?
I'm more than just a daughter
The last time, I'm begging
Please let this earth remember me
I never ever came to my rescue
Witness me, I vow to you I'll make myself free
From the tip of my tongue
To my crumbling bones
To my sticks and stones
I'll carry on
And I know on every turn
Behind each closed door
I'm alive, therefore
I'll carry on
I'll carry your burdens
Your memories, emotions
Your firsts and your seconds
They're safe with me forever
I'll carry them as my own breath
Birth beginnings from your death
I'm a vessel for your voice
I'm a vessel - I have no choice
One is lonely, so I dreamt
Two is too much - I object
Three attempts to resurrect
For the fact
I can't accept
Five
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